Monday, September 13, 2010

The One Behind The Scenes

The interview lasted less than 10 minutes. It all started well with information about me, my undergraduate project, and why I wanted to be part of the program. When it got to the question “when did you finish your NYSC?” I was quiet. I was not expecting it and I had no proof to back up the lie that almost escaped my lips. “I am still on it,” I muttered in fear.
“You have not finished your military service?” the French man in the panel asked.
“I have only 3 months to go and most of it is during the festive period,” I tried to defend myself.

Their body language told me a lot. Some shook their head. Some kept a stern face. The greatest disappointment came when I looked at my Prof. He looked powerless. No one was on my side.

I was dismissed and soon after I left the interview hall to begin my journey back to Delta State where I was undergoing my NYSC. Though I was greatly disappointed, I tried to look at the brighter side. If I missed this opportunity to be a pioneer student of this Master’s Program, I could join my mates in walking from company to company, dropping my CV and hopefully be called for an aptitude test that would lead to a job. I tried to be a bit optimistic though I worried about the money, time and effort I had put into being accepted for this program.

To avoid further pain, I removed my mind from the program and made the most of my last few days in Otu-Jeremi, Ughelli South, Delta State. I remained passionate about my anti-female circumcision campaign, organizing quiz competitions between schools and enjoying the company of my wonderful roommates and Otu-Jeremi students. One day as we were strolling to get our meals, my trium (which had my contacts so I often carried it out with me in the event we stumble upon the landline that could call “outside”) beeped. I had just received a text from my sister which read, “You have one week to confirm your acceptance at the Institute otherwise your position will be given to someone on the waitlist”. I looked at the date of the text. It was sent 5 days earlier. That meant I had 2 days left to confirm my acceptance. That to me remains a miracle because there was no GSM service in Otu-Jeremi at that time.

It was years later I learnt that the panel had to sit a couple of times to debate whether or not I would be taken. I also learnt that because they agreed to accept me, it gave room for others who were also rounding up NYSC to be part of the program. This concession only existed in my own time. I cannot count the blessings that have resulted in my life just because I attended that program that time.

Today as I reflect on the goodness of God, I realize that God is always working behind the scenes on our behalf. He is the one who makes a way where there seems to be no way. He is the one who has the heart of kings in His hands, and He turns it wherever He pleases.

He can open doors for you which no man can shut. For your sake He can make man-made rules to be bent. For your sake He can do a new thing. Just because of you, He can inspire one to create new drugs or treatment procedures for your healing. For your sake, He can take you to a place you never imagined could bring you restoration. For your sake He can turn what was once your shame and fear to a blessing. And He who surrounds you with favour as a shield, can make His favour so shine upon you that even others will be blessed and will benefit from His favour upon you.

Beloved, you do not need to defend your situation neither do you have to worry about how God will realize His promise to you. His plans for you are only good and He is working everything together for your good, working behind the scenes on your behalf. He is the one that will fight for you. Be still and trust in Him.

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18 comments:

blogoratti said...

..'be still and trust in him'.
Your post really connected-thanks a lot or sharing.

Olufunke said...

This post resonates with me!
I needed to read this this morning

"you do not need to defend your situation neither do you have to worry about how God will realize His promise to you"

Rita, More grace

Modupe said...

Another inspiring post. God bless you Rita. God bless you always.

Ijaw Babe said...

Nice one. Been struggling with some things recenty and my eyes were drawn to Job 36:22- 33 and also Chapter 37 where Elihu reminded Job of God's power.

The Bible tells us of the awesomeness of God, how he causes rain to fall and sun to shine. And it asks "Can you do that?"

That's a rhetorical question with a message. To me, it says "As long as you cannot control the rains and the sun, you shouldnt try to control your own affairs. Leave it to The One who controls the rains and the sun!"

37:19 says "..we are too ignorant to make our own arguments".

For people like me who like to feel in control, this is a wake up call to just allow God fight my battles for me!

aloted said...

Wonderful testimony.

Yes o, God is working behind the scenes just for me. Thank you for this reminder.

Jaycee said...

Praise God, I don't need to defend my situation when Exodus 14:14 tells me that God shall fight for me, and I shall hold my peace. Beautiful encouraging testimony. Thanks Rita :)

jhazmyn said...

Testimonies like this make me want to stretch out to heaven and hug God for real, He works on our behalf and can cause men to re-write their policies on our behalf...:)

Parakeet said...

Nice post. Long time Rita. I see your posts are still very inspiring. Keep it up.

Myne Whitman said...

I'm inspired too. he who watches over us never slumbers or sleeps!

Maid of Heart said...

This instills an unshakeable confidence in us knowing that He is at work to make all things beautiful for us.

Thanks for an inspiring post.

poeticallytinted said...

Hey, just stopping by to say hey. I've been away but now I'm back. Missed you girl.

Debbie said...

This blessed, me alot and made me realise again, all things work together for good.

Thanks for sharing.

David C Brown said...

My grandparents had this quotation on their wall:
"God's ways are behind the scenes; but He moves all the scenes which He is behind. We have to learn this, and let Him work, and not think much of man's busy movements; they will accomplish God's. The rest of them all perish and disappear. We have only peacefully to do His will."
And I think they lived by that, an example to all.

rethots said...

When people say, 'you are lucky.' You know deep within you (or reply), 'I Am' is always working behind the scene.

Anoda Phase said...

awesome testimony...I'm glad for you...

Lately, I've been reading similar posts about how God can and does move powerfully, and been greatly encouraged by them...I know my testimony is on the way.

Kafo said...

wonderful testimony

Beloved, you do not need to defend your situation neither do you have to worry about how God will realize His promise to you.

these words if believed can transform a life

GIG: God is good

disgodkidd said...

lol. this post is very familiar. been there. done that. very recently too. my pastor would say "even if it has never happened for anybody before, God is able to start a miracle with you"

Patrina's Pencil said...

"Today as I reflect on the goodness of God, I realize that God is always working behind the scenes on our behalf. He is the one who makes a way where there seems to be no way. He is the one who has the heart of kings in His hands, and He turns it wherever He pleases.

He can open doors for you which no man can shut. For your sake He can make man-made rules to be bent. For your sake He can do a new thing. Just because of you, He can inspire one to create new drugs or treatment procedures for your healing.

For your sake, He can take you to a place you never imagined could bring you restoration. For your sake He can turn what was once your shame and fear to a blessing. And He who surrounds you with favour as a shield, can make His favour so shine upon you that even others will be blessed and will benefit from His favour upon you."

TRULY AMAZING TESTAMENT OF Y. He makes you shine like the stars. You are His and He is yours - there's no doubt about that. I sure appreciate you!! God is so amazingly kind and good and constant!!

hugs, Patrina <")>><
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